Post by JAMES 'BUCKY' BARNES on Jan 4, 2017 14:36:39 GMT -5
His cell phone had been quiet since he has written a message to Wesley, but the man seemed too busy or too nonchalant towards him as that he thought it important to write back. Fine, Bucky was able to find the man, if 'the suit' wanted it or not. Mayhap it was not bad that Wesley hadn't answered his message, this way Bucky could get home without answering questions why he was riding a car with a damaged window and weapons on the backseat. It would be bad enough to face Natalya again after she has learned that her car had been 'borrowed' by him. Somehow he had to get away from the hiding place she has brought him to face Steve and this strange woman who was kind of confused herself, and he couldn't take the bus, could he? Bucky was still not certain if it was a good thing to have met Steve again. He was still not entirely sure of his emotions towards the man and his memories were still flawed as that he could trust them completely. It was yet uncomfortable and at the same time comforting to be in the man's company without him being able to explain it. Steve liked to repeat the word 'friend' when he was talking to him and he referred to things Bucky too could remember, so it felt only logical to trust the man. However, Bucky was not able to stay in this company for long, because it was not all love, peace and harmony when being around Captain America. There were also the memories he carried in his heart that belonged to the Winter Soldier and the things he had done did weighed hard on his conscience. Even though these memories kept him awake at night, they weren't the only thing. What made him avoid Steve was the programming in his mind. Only hours ago it came to surface again without anyone using the coding at all. It was his own recall of memory that brought out the soldat. Bucky had done his best to fight it and stay away from trouble and for two years it worked just well. But what happened in the buidling where Steve was hiding just proved that it was still there and no matter what Bucky did to control it, it was in vain. Perhaps I should burry myself in a hole which wasn't such a bad idea... He'd already reached the point of ending it all once and for all, but then there were these memories of his past life, the close and unique friendship as well as the illusion that he was able to control the soldat within him that kept him going. Illusion and reality... two words he wasn't able to seperate in his life. He stopped at a red traffic light and turned his head to the left, looking out the window. There he saw the logo of the hotel he had been brought by Wesley the day he has met the man and his, their employer. He remembered that the restaurant was lacking in guests when he had entered it. There had been only men of King Pin to keep him safe. Could it be that Wesley was there, by any chance? The traffic light turned green and Bucky indicated that he was about to turn left. He changed direction and came to halt in front of the hotel. He turned the key and stopped the motor. Motionless he looked at the building and then concentrated on the restaurant. There again, people were missing. Was the restaurant closed today? Certainly not, it was part of the hotel and guests needed to eat, they couldn't effort to lose guests or their reputation. Only obstacle now was his own etire. He should have listened to Wesley when he suggested another wardrobe... Sighing at his own stubbornness not having agreed to the man's suggestion, he searched for a solution, driving home was out of question since it would take him too long and he did not wish to start the search for Wesley all over again. He had to get himself a shirt or jacket or... suddenly he got an idea. He started the motor and drove around the building. Every hotel has a back door... The car stopped some meters away from the back door since Bucky had noticed a security camera outside. No employee was outside taking a break and Bucky got out of the car, bending down to grab a small stone which he threw hard agains the camera so it turned its focus away from the door. When he reached the door, it was closed. What a surprise... he clenched his iron fist and smashed it against the lock. Before he entered, he peered inside and found another camera at the end of the corridor above another closed door. Slighty unnerved and yet unimpressed by the security of the hotel, he threw another stone and damaged the eye of the camera, before the security guards will recognize it, he'll be alread in and if this venture was in vain, he'll be out again. No one there... he noticed when he followed the corridor and opened the door. Something wasn't right, Bucky couldn't remember a hotel that had been so quiet beneath its surface. His hand slid trained to the knife that was still in its holder that was around his thigh when he opened the door. Bucky did not know what he expected to see but certainly not what he was seeing right now. Wesley, he said with his eyes focused on the one man whose face he did know for sure... The face of the man across from him was blurry as if it was covered by a grey curtain. I know him... lyrics: TIM MCMORRIS words: 971 tagged: JAMES WESLEY | WOLFGANG VON STRUCKER outfit: here! notes: Hopefully it isn't too messy, got slightly carried away. TEMPLATE BY LITTLE BITTY PRETTY ONE @ CAUTION 2.0 |